My week has been really stressful. I haven't really had the time to get the rest i need. I can't seem to fall or stay asleep because of exams, personal stuff, and family stuff. I don't seem to have control over my life anymore and it's overwhelming. I want to make my own decisions without every regretting them. I can't deal with having to face the past almost every single day. I can't deal with having to drop or cut people off so often. I just want someone who respects me and my feelings to be in my life. I can't stand any of this anymore. I need to start over somewhere else with new people. I fucked up my life.
